Q1. Which agency/program first identified you with Intuitive Empath abilities and began training you for eventual recruitment into a SSP?
I was identified as an “Intuitive Empath” extremely early on in the MILAB Programs. I was no older than 6 Years Old when I first heard this term used in relationship to myself. Quite a lot of Standardized Testing, Psychological Testing, Physical Testing, Psychic Testing and various types of “Scenario Testing” were used to identify my natural “Talents” and “Other Abilities” that could be “Enhanced”. I am sure it was at that early time that these “People” (Mostly Sociopaths) that ran these “Programs” began to see the patterns in our dossiers that would determine if we would be further trained to be “Drafted” into the “Secret Space Programs”, the “Secret Earth Government Syndicates/Groups, Specialized Military Forces or “Other Programs”. I do not know at what point I was identified as a candidate for the SSP Programs or the “Earth Delegate IE Support Roles”. It is clear that children with special abilities such as “Star Seeds” were actively sought out. They often used the “Standardized Testing” in the Public School Systems to help them identify these children.
Q2. What can you tell us about your formal training? When did it begin and how did your parents respond?
My parents do not seem to have known. They are a very secretive type of family anyway with one side of the family that refuses to answer any in-depth questions about our detailed family history or lineage for doing family lineage tracing. I have not discussed this with them as they are very strict conservative Christians (now in later life, not so much back then at all.). When the Videos with my Full Name and Location is released I fully expect quite a negative reaction. Let’s just say there will never be a “Normal” Family Christmas or Thanksgiving Dinner again. I also fully expect there to be some sort of “Intervention” to occur where I think I have been invited over for lunch after Church and see my entire family with serious looks on their faces, the Pastor of our local Church and a Psychiatrist (This is no joke).
The training began with both “Night Time Pickups” from my home and also when I was about in Elementary School being taken from school in white vans and transported to the local Air Force Base (Carswell Air force Base at the time, Now Naval Air Station Joint Reserve Base Fort Worth) or very often closed down shopping centers or large corporate types of buildings closer to where we lived. The school pickup’s were sporadic and would be from 2 days a week and quite often to sometimes there would be weeks with no “Field Trips” what so ever. There were normally the same 300 or so children, children of various ages present depending on where the training occurred or what type of training was occurring. At the end of every “Training Session” there was always a “Chemical Debriefing” where you were given a shot, you went over your training for that session and then went through a process to be “Blank-slated” and have “Screen Memories” implanted to replace the ones that were removed and to cover any missing time that would cause problems with the “Screen Memories” and your subconscious (which often occurred and played out in dreams).
Q3. Please explain how you graduated from your IE training?
There was no “Graduation Ceremony”. There was just the training and then the work. Most of the “IE” training was “On The Job” or in “Simulations”. There was a lot of effort put into “Enhancing” already natural “IE” abilities, Remote Viewing/Remote Influencing Training with the use of “Chemicals” and “Technology”. When you were going through training you were not just being trained for one identified skill set. There was a lot of redundancy training, weapons and tactical training among other types of survival, communications and technical training.
There were also several types of technologies used for training. There was a “Virtual Reality” [VR] training that was so “REAL” that you could not tell the difference or that you were “In” or “Out” of a session (This technology was used for many other things as well). A lot of psychological profiling was also done in these “VR” environments where you would be ordered to “Kill” or do other “Unmentionable Things” to people or animals (to “See” how far you would go ethically). There was also combat training done in these “VR” environments. One of the tests towards the end was for you to be able to discern whether you were in a simulation or not. There was “in the field” training as well and the training locations were recreated in the “VR” environments. There were also “Data Download” technologies where years of training and “Book Learning” could be directly downloaded into your brain.
Q4. Please tell us the age you began your initial 20 year tour of duty, what year that was and anything you recall about the contract/non-disclosure agreement you signed?
I was told up front that I would sign non-disclosure agreements and then serve 20 Years away from Earth, I would have no contact or information of what was occurring on the planet, that at the end of my tour I would be “Age Regressed” and “Blank-slated” and returned to the time when I left. I was told that for doing this very important mission that I would have a very easy life upon returning, and would have a job for life making over 6 figures with a great retirement package and would live out the rest of my life in happy ignorant bliss. None of the above was delivered on.
I technically served almost 21 Years as I was brought in at 16/1986 for a short term program assignment prior to being handed over to the facility on the LOC where I was then physically enhanced. I was somewhat short and looked very young and this was advantageous for them in this first program assignment because they wanted me to be underestimated. When I was 17 and assigned to the SSP I really began my time in. As previously stated I was assigned to a Research Vessel for a little over 6 Years before being transferred to some other projects that were at times “Dark” and difficult to do.
Q5. Please explain what happened at the end of your 20 year tour of duty in terms of age regression, time-regression and being reintroduced to Earth?
I hadn’t served on board a “Vessel” for some time but had been assigned to other SSP Projects. There was a ceremony with other SSP’s that I had never seen and then a very long debriefing under the influence of a chemical that was injected. They then did medical tests and “Labs” while I was read a lot of information from a standard form by a person that seemed to have it half memorized. They reminded me of an “Oath” and “Non-disclosure” as well as my duty to those I served with and the importance of the mission. I then was asked to sign some paperwork and was moved down a level to another medical area I had never seen. I was then sedated and restrained for the “Age Regression” process (It was very important that we remain perfectly motionless). I was then returned to my home where I was picked up “20 Years” earlier at almost the same time I left. I was extremely confused, exhausted and ran a fever and remember that I stayed home and in bed sick for a couple of days. I then returned to my “Normal” life of finishing up High School etc… I did have a growth spurt in the summer between my Junior and Senior Year that Blew My Class Mates that I grew up with AWAY! I not only caught up with but was now a bit taller than kids that were almost a head taller than me the year before. I was 6’1” when I graduated High School.
Q6. Please explain how age-regression technology works, and its relationship to time-regression technology?
The “Age” regression occurred while under sedation and when we came out we were also at that point “Time regressed”. I was not conscious during this process and only remember going into the room and laying on the table where card board like panels were put up around me and I was heavily restrained (as I was being sedated) so I could not move at all as well as sedated during the process. We had to be kept perfectly still/motionless during the “Process”. That is all I recall.
Q7. You have described in the forums that the blank-slate, mind-wipe technology was not always successful, and did not work on you. What was the policy of the SSP in such cases? Would they still honor contracts, take additional precautions in returning people to Earth?
The “Blank-Slating” protocols and technologies have changed over the years to now using mainly technology. During my time they were primarily using “Chemically Induced” with Technology assisting the process as well as “Human intervention” using various types of developed hypnotically suggested “screen memories” and “Triggers” in case those screen memories began to slip. They found out early on that people that were trained heavily in the more “Esoteric” programs and who were certain “Personality Types” had a natural resistance to the process. They also finally figured out that NOT ALL MEMORIES were contained in the brain like a hard drive. They learned that many memories were contained in the “Energetic Field” (Soul) of a person and as they learned more about how people remembered “Past Lives” they realized this was a problem. When you had people that were trained in the “Esoteric” and had a strong connection to their “Higher Self” and didn’t ONLY identify with their “Ego” erasing memories and replacing them became problematic. The only thing they could do is “REAB” (Re-abduct) the individuals from time to time and blank-slate them again, when that proved “Fruitless” they just had to either “Terminate” the individuals or if they were of further use in the future keep them under close surveillance. When things became very obvious that the individuals had “Full” or “Partial Recall” they would usually bring them back in on some level to the “Projects”. EVERYONE was promised all kinds of things that none of the SSP Groups EVER intended on honoring. There were NO 100% College Tuitions, There were NO easy lives of 6 figure incomes and ridiculous retirement benefits… Nothing that was promised was delivered.
Q8. After your return to Earth after your 20 years’ service to relive 20 years now as a normal civilian, how much could you recall of the first time-line involving your SSP service? Some or all of the memories? Did the memories return first through dreams, intuitive flashes, or just a knowing that they were real? Did you take any special measures to activate/regain your memories, e.g., accepting them as genuine, etc.?
I always remembered my “MILAB” experiences and some heavily fragmented SSP experiences from the very beginning (I never “Recovered” them through regression or other processes). Because they were so disturbing I tried to file them away for years and live a normal life with a family. I would have military people tell me on occasions that “You know you were in Project * don’t you?” I would deny it and would not want to admit it because not only did I know what all the programs entailed (experiences) I didn’t want to have the “MILAB Label” and the “Stigma” that came along with it (so I tried the “outward denial” thing for a while).
With the amount of flashback dreams I was having at night and calling out in my sleep my wife knew something was going on. At the time she was not “Awake” enough for me to even begin to discuss this stuff with her in detail. This has changed over the last couple of years though and has been very helpful. I had all of these memories and access to them but something was keeping me from putting them together in a contiguous way. It was like the data was completely fragmented on my hard drive and I was able to put together about 70% but when I tried to speak about them out loud I couldn’t. I was guided at one point to Remote View my “Light Body” and accidentally located an “Entity” who called himself the “Gate Keeper”. Eventually being from a Christian background I used the name of “Jesus” to cast him out as well as other “Entity Attachments” that the “People” in the MILAB Programs and “Off World Beings” working with them had placed in me (using them as “Tools”). At this point I was then able to fully access all of my memories and speak aloud about them all with Christine (who recorded the first two “Interviews” with me on YouTube).
I also ended up having a detached retina about a year before this “Entity Detachment”. When I went in to have it fixed it took 3 surgeries to fix it correctly and I was told that what I had was no different than “Astronauts Eye” in its later stages. After the last surgery while in the recovery room I started talking to the nurses and doctor about all kinds of bizarre things from the Space Programs (it freaked them out and it was a very uncomfortable follow up appointment). This was in early 2013.
At that point I had Full Recall of the most upsetting and heinous parts of the programs that I had worked in. I became so depressed that my wife was worried about me. I was then contacted by my SSP Contact and told I would be getting help. This “Help” was from a “South American Ancient Breakaway Civilization” (mentioned as “Mayan SSP” below [see Part 2]) that was extremely advanced. They worked with me and stated there was no productive reason for me to have all of the evil and horrible memories of what I had taken part in and they went through a process of “Disassociating” those memories from my “soul complex” on a case by case basis under my free will. I still have memories of what they were about but not the horrible emotional attachments or some of the vivid details that were tied to the acts. This allowed me to be productive again and to forgive myself for the things that I had taken part in. It also allowed me to move forward and take part in further contact with the Blue Avians that they had initiated with me a briefly a couple of years prior. After that point things bloomed to where they are today.
Q9. Was there any kind of temporal constraints in terms of not being able to remember events that would occur in the future from the perspective of your new time-line as a private civilian? E.g., you would not be able to recall events that occurred in the year 2000 in your SSP time-line, while you were in the year 1999 of the civilian time-line?
I think I see where you are going with this. I have had the same conversations with David Wilcock. There was no chance of coming back with stock market data, lottery numbers or sports scores from all the big games through the year 2006 (though I am certain the Elite have done this). We were not “Blank Slated” on a regular basis. However OPSEC measures were in place. There were no communications from Earth (no one knew you were gone), No News Reports, No phone calls, no emails (didn’t exist “On Earth” when we “Left”), No Internet. We were totally isolated in our own “Reality Bubbles”. We didn’t even have photos of family hanging anywhere. We accepted a new existence outside of the space/time of Earth. So at the end of the “Tour” there was no compromising information. We ALL knew we were to be “Blank-Slated”, Time-Regressed to our prior state and supposedly “Well Compensated” for it with “6 Figure Jobs” and “Full Rides to College”….